I kept my calm the last couple of months, leaving it to fate what comes the day after. For the last couple of months, I slept with anger in my heart.
I did not come to you because I respect the fact that you were my friend’s superior and we have several friends in common and that I had nothing against you. I did not want you to be part of the argument. I reached out to ****** for an explanation: why all of us at the same time.
He came to me around november of last year, giving me hints of interest and was persistent about it. I paid no attention to him because I wasn’t into office romance. Until, he finally got me. He never made mention of you.
I lost my trust on the man I had learned to care about. He walked away without a word. A friend of mine was kind enough to tell me what he had been telling everybody (including you, I suppose). He had told everyone the exact opposite of what happened. I still have all his texts, emails and chat transcripts that would prove otherwise.
You see, I let it all boil down until I was too bothered last night (unholy hours) that his phone kept on beeping for a couple of hours – straight.
I read the texts all — all of those which seemed very familiar, the exact same texts he sent me months ago, a dejavu except that this time, those texts went to different women. I am definitely certain of a woman named Juvelyn UV and a woman named A_sun, who they call each other “by”. I’m not certain whether there are still others but I am with full certainty about those two women.
He told me those texts were from you. One thing is for sure, you don’t go to school and you are not in a pageant. He then changed his thoughts later on claiming those texts were just questions. Oh well, I don’t consider “I miss you”s as a query. I dared him to show the texts to me again, he did not. I asked him several times about them, he did not answer.
I let it pass one time with you. This time, I cannot. I was hurt and I had passed through it. A_sun is hurting, too, I can tell. And soon, you will be.
Despite protests from friends that I should not reach out to you, I am emailing you this time. You deserve to know all these things and I trust you with your judgment.